I Am Where I Am

I haven’t written lately because we’ve been moving house and I feel tired and sick. Sore body, coughing, tired eyes. Boxes and disorganization surround me.

I’ve been waiting to feel blissful and expanded to post on the blog… and waiting…and waiting.

And the truth is the waiting is prolonging my agony. I read a quote earlier today: “Hell is wanting to be somewhere else.” I concur. While I’m feeling sick and tired and wanting my experience to be different, I’m suffering.

When the house is filled with boxes and I’m wishing it wasn’t, I’m suffering. When I’m coughing and imagining I should be healthy, I’m suffering.

So in this moment I’m getting in harmony with reality. I am where I am. I am where I am and that is ok. There is no where else I should be. For this moment I’m willing to let go and be as sick and sore and tired and coughing as I am.

Cough cough smile smile. : )
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